Pina Colada in hand, thoughts in head

Tonight me and my best friend (who is a girl) planned to go on a little romantic friendship date. However she called it off as she had work early the next morning. So now I am in bed with a pina colada in my hand thinking about why exactly it had been called a ‘date’. Which made me question why on earth I had been so excited about this date in the first place. Was it because me and my best friend would have nice food and get a bit too drunk? Probably. But it also made me think that maybe I was so excited because I called it a date! Why in the world was I so let down by something that was not going to be real? It was not like I would get there and I would be seated across from some greek god! Am I really so desperate for love in my own head that I put myself in that position? I planned what to wear, my make up etc.

How have I let myself get to the point where I crave male attention? Why, even worse, most of the women I know crave it also.

We push girl power and not needing a man… Well I thought I did and then I go and get worked up about a dinner between me and my best friend. I am so confused. Maybe it is time to look for some male attention, but I sure hope it is the good kind. Perhaps I need to love myself a bit more. Oh I don’t know anymore. Just a thought.

Lots of love,

Tyler x

I don’t know why women want any of the things men have when one of the things that women have is men – Coco Chanel

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Hello x

Okay so I do not know what is harder; starting a blog or trying to make the blog look pretty! Here I am on my ONLY day off and I decide to make a blog. I have no idea what I am going to achieve from this but I would like to use this space to figure out me. Much like a lot of other women at my age we are stuck as to what we want to achieve, aim for and be. So I started this adventure to not only try to improve my computing skills but to also use my love for writing as an outlet. Times are hard for young women like me and I want to let them know they are not alone.

Lots of love,

Tyler x

In society, the women who break down barriers are those who ignore limits.